Recently I have been anxious for what is to come in my life. I long for a change but I am happy with where I'm at. My life at the moment lacks creation. I am given formulas to follow, guidelines to adhere to, and limits to my time. I desperately want to see the life of my creation. The feeling that I get when something I create or design stands on it's own is unsurpassed by anything I have ever encountered. This is probably attributed to the fact that I am created to create. God has given me somewhat of a prolific direction that I enjoy following. In following this direction, I see the gifts that God has given me being used.
i often see people around me, who have potential, like everyone, but end up not stretching themselves in order to remain comfortable. My family has been stretched in order to give me an advantage in my life, and I would be stupid not to take the opportunity to live out my dreams. I see lines and endless possibilities where there everyone else sees blank stares and shapes. I see patterns where most people happenstance.
